Chapter 181

Chapter 114: ChristinaChristinaFinals week is as grueling as I expected. They don’t make it easy, it shouldn’t be. Alphas have the lives of every member of their pack in their hands. They need to take that seriously, to understand the responsibility that comes with being an Alpha, so they can effectively run and manage their packs.On Monday, Ezra defeated me to get the ten points in Best in Sparring. It was a hard–won battle, but in the end, he was the winner. He was a good sport about it, and everyone else congratulated both of us on being such strong competitors.Sebastian had come up and congratulated Ezra on the win, and as briefly as possible, told me that I did very well. I know I was the one who asked for space but shit it’s so hard to see him when I still feel so raw.I can feel his eyes on me at all hours of the day. I know he’s desperate to talk to me and I know that time is coming quickly when I’ll have to make a decision, but he’s respecting my need to focus this week.Not that it’s easy to focus. I’m struggling to sleep every night, and everyone has seen the strain I’m under. On Tuesday, the Lunas corner me in the kitchen, wanting to know what