I’m glad that I got to use that on Enya and she seemed to really enjoy
- it.
Since she’s asleep, I use the opportunity to kiss her forehead. I’m not sure she’d allow it when she’s awake, but it just feels right to press my lips against her skin. It makes me wonder if my father isn’t right. Could this be the beginning of a mate bond that neither of us will realize until she’s eighteen? If so, how do I feel about her going to the Academy?It would be so wrong for me to deny her that opportunity just because it would make me jealous. I know what my relationship with Talia was like. Yes, you become intimate, you have to. But if you set the parameters of the relationship from the beginning, then it’s nothing more than two young Alphas exploring their sexuality and learning how to appreciate a partner’s body while drawing out the most amazing orgasms of their life. You can become temporary friends with benefits, so long as both parties understand and agree that it’s temporary.I was raised to understand that the sex class is still a class. It’s not about hooking up. It’s not about cheating on your mate. It’s about becoming the best lover possible for your mate. And if that’s the case, should I deny that for Enya, especially if it turns out that she’s NOT my mate?At some point, I fall asleep with her still lying against me. I wa. up in the middle of the night and realize that while I’m horriblyuncomfortable, she is still curled up on my lap fast asleep.
