Chapter 44

He placed me gently on the ground, and pulled his shirt over head. His glistening chest and abs came into view. His hands moved to unbuckle his trousers only then did it struck on me.

I pushed him away, instinctively wrapping my arms over my breast. I scampered to my feet.

Hurt settled on his features as he looked up to me. His knees still sunk to the ground. “Y–you- don’t want to?” He stuttered.

I shook my head, and moved farther away. I couldn’t- I can’t commit the same mistake again. Theo slept with me, and still married Lyra.

Now Eros loves Susie, and still want to bed me. Then after that, what next? I’ll be discarded like a trash. Never

Tears clogged my eyes… but need him so much. Badly, my insides are aching for him but I’d rather die than be someone else’s second. He loves Susie, so let him leave me alone. Susie will always be in his life.

Emotions flickered across his face, hurt, disbelieve, then hurt again and anger.